Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Tip A Few More And I'll Feel Better

Finally, after weeks of delay I got the call today that my surgery is definately going forward come this Monday morning, after six weeks of delays. The original date was August 8th.

I'm feeling a little apprehensive though I've wanted this for a long time.
Truth: I am tired of being tired all the time. I want to know what it feels like to feel good again cause I haven't really felt 'good', as in strong and healthy, in three years; to be able to climb the stairs in my own house without panting before I reach the top.
But something inside wants to back way and I don't know why.
I guess it's just the jitters.

I'll just trust that I'll be OK, and if not I'll deal with that when it happens.


my name is Amanda said...

Sometimes anticipation is worse than the actual experience; it certainly must not have helped that you've been strung along for six weeks. Anyway, you have my best wishes for a successful surgery and recovery!

Gino said...

thanks amanda, and its about to get longer (sigh).