The past 4-5 days have been a blur... a mix of emotions... and lots of time spent starring off into space...too many questions without answers... I might appear fine at times, but I'm not... digging deeper than I have ever had to before... functioning is a struggle.

My wife was diagnosed with metastatic cancer... at the same time it looks like my carotid tumor is staging a comeback...

Shit is kinda fucked up right now.

If you have some leftover prayers you aren't using... yeah.. send them this way.

Thank you.